Its not the 1st tym dat m seeking a godfather
Its not the 1st tym dat m depressed
Its also not the 1st tym dat m homesick
But its d 1st tym when m realizing things aren't in my hands
No matter how hard I try, some things do go wrong
No matter how interested I m, ppl still think m jst too sleepy
No matter how much I try talking sense, I still end being kiddish or foolish
No matter how hard I try…
Its d 1st tym when I actually don’t know the way out
And its one of the umpteenth times when I badly need you
