Disadvantages of speaking too much....mindlessly

1. People tend to think you are very clear when it comes to expressing your feelings.

    Problem: The things that go on in your heart never come to the limelight. 

2. At times the serious things that you say are ignored as a joke. At times no one listens to you because usually      you keep speaking trash

3. People who know you very less think you have no right to be angry or to feel bad

4. This one is serious. You end up unintentionally hurting some people who are not your type. You feel bad that you ended up hurting someone whom you liked when all your life you have been trying to hurt people you do not  like but have been unsuccessful in those attempts.

Disclaimer: These reflect my personal thoughts so don't mind if they do not match yours 

MUSINGS OF ANOTHER WANNABE IDIOT

3 Idiots actually got me thinking. What are my goals…what do I actually aim to become…Why am I doing all these that I am actually doing right now…Is it true that I actually wanted to go in for the so called general line …English hons according to me and economics hons according to my mother or am I just saying that Literature was my calling just to escape accepting the fact that I do not know ….still don’t know at the age of 22 what I actually want from my life. Is all this thinking just because I want to hide all my flaws or failures behind the illusion that I was just pushed into being what my parents wanted me to be? Am I really made to do one of those big things or am I just an ordinary mortal who at times keeps dreaming …day or night being immaterial…dreams and dreams but never ever wakes up from those dreams and the deep slumber that he or she is in and go, march forward and fulfill those dreams or is it so that I just don’t have any dreams and I dream based on what the society thinks is right. Because honestly thinking I never actually did or think anything out of the box or did something which made people sit up and take notice. Well why am I bringing people in. I should be talking about me and my dreams. But what to do a human being is a social animal or so it was written in Class 1 science book. Why is it so that whenever I seriously sit down and think what am I GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE….WHY WHY DO I SIMPLY GO BLANK.

We all say or at least some of my friends say, and now it is the in thing or so I think it is….to talk about why are parents pushing their children to become what they, the parents want their kid to be. I admit there are some geniuses as the movie rightly pointed out like Sachin and Lataji who are just exceptionally talented, who have that within them and they know what they want since their childhood. But even though it’s a bitter truth a vast majority of us is just aimless and ordinary, who if left on its own most probably won’t do anything worth mentioning or I don’t know maybe they would. Actually I personally don’t know anyone who has been left to do what he or she wishes in the true sense. Is it worth taking the risk and letting the kids explore and find for themselves what they really love and do that? Or will it become too late and the kids would have gone haywire. I really don’t know. And now, sadly I have once again gone into my BLANK mode. 

Ahhh

Oh d pleasant wind and the swaying trees

The shining moon filling the ground with its silver beams

The soft feeling of your hair being gently blown away

Caressing your face...bringing a smile...n giving a feeling

Did this happen sometime earlier too

Oh d deja vu thing

You think oh ya I feel it happened

When....when ...when

hmmmmmmmm......

N then suddenly nothing matters

You forget that it happened before too

The wrinkles on your forehead disappear

Your eyes widen up a bit more

You feel like taking in the view as much as you can

You live in the moment

And...

Dream...

You start dreaming

You dream about imaginary situations...real situations made up the way you want them to be

Dream dream and dream

Fame, love, respect, power, grandeur, lights, colors, beauty.................

Breath in the fresh air with the tinge of the smell of fresh flowers

Inhale and let go

Stop caring about people, their opinions and dream

Slowly but steadily

Dreams change to passions

Hidden wishes

Things you always wanted to do but then ....never did

Traits of people you always wanted to adopt but....

Things you always wanted to say but you never could

Slowly you make up your mind

Slowly you decide

Slowly you come back

To the real world

The breeze is no longer blowing your hair away

You are no longer gazing out into the wilderness like a kid

You are not smiling

But

You are at peace

Peace with yourself and the world

You feel empty inside

The grudges held within have been washed away

Its all clear

Ready for the new challenges

Ready to face them strongly and happily

You are set to march forward with big happy leaps

Win or lose ....you are ready to try n try hard

Ahhhhhh.....You are ready to rock